Sat
May
14
This was meant to be a bad year.
Sat
Apr
2
So my mom told me to drive her to town because she’s not feeling good. I get into my car. She gets in. She immediately starts to bitch and says, “You want me to drive?” I said, “If you’re gonna drive, I’m just gonna stay home because I don’t even want to come to town…” And she goes, “Whatever”. So I pull out of the driveway, and she starts bitching again and I ignore. On the main road, I asked her to turn the news off because I really didn’t feel like listening to it. So I asked her again nicely. Didn’t budge. Her conclusion to the news is always, “The world is going to end soon.” I pulled the car over, put it into park, grabbed my purse and said, “Go to town yourself.” Shut the door and started walking home. I kicked a pine cone the entire way home with the wind blowing my dress up and my fuzzy bunny hat tied on my head so it didn’t blow off. Today, everyone can officially fuck themselves.
Mon
Mar
28
Okay so I woke up late for class today, got ready for class in like 5 minutes…and now I have time to kill. I decided since I feel like shit and there’s snot running down my face I can have a break today from getting all done up. So I pick up my new pack of gum right? And I’m like…”How the fuck do you get the shrinkwrap off?” Just sliding my fingername under like every crease because there’s no pully-tab shit to rip off. Anyway I got it open, and it’s one of those cardboard cases that opens up like a book. Well, at the top, GET THIS: It says, “INDECISIVE? The ridiculously long lasting gum changes flavors while you chew!” My first thought was, “NO SHIT! COOL”. My second thought was, “This shit sucks”. Because it’s retarded flavors clashing. -_- Anyway I’m going to leave for class and beat the morning traffic…come home…and sleep.
Mon
Mar
21
•See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? … He couldn’t do it last night because he was too busy talking his best friend out of suicide. See that girl, with her face caked in make up? … She’s bullied, she needs to feel beautiful. See him, the one who wears long sleeves everyday? … He covers his arms to hide the scars. See her, with the cheap, hand-me-down clothes? … Her family can’t afford food for half the month, let alone get brand names. See the girl who laughs and smiles at every little thing? … She cries herself to sleep every night. Wonder why she never lets her friends over her house? … Because she’s afraid they’ll see her dad passed out drunk on the floor, as always. See how that girl cringes as rape jokes? … She was raped. See the boy who everyone goes to for advice? … He wishes someone would do the same for him. See the girl who never brings a lunch? … She’s disgusted by her body. See her, with the little waist? … She goes to the bathroom and forces herself to throw up so that she can keep her waist that way. See the boy over there, see the dark circles under his eyes? … He has insomnia, he fears what he’ll see in his dreams. See that girl daydreaming over there? … She has schizophrenia. See the boy biting his nails? … He has cancer and he’s wondering how much time he has left. See your best friend? … She’s addicted to drugs, but she can’t tell you because you wont understand. See that boy reading all about 9/11? … His parents died on that day. See her, with her phone on her at all times? … She’s waiting for a call saying her sister was found after a kidnapping 4 years ago. Don’t judge.
GOOD SHOUT.
(Source: beachhbums)
